Saturday, July 29, 2006

The truth hurts

The truth hurts

To you who wanted to hear me say this

I have changed for the worse.
I cant do anything right anymore.
Im paranoid.
Im insecure.
Im useless and worthless.
Im selfish.
Im horrible.
Im impatient.
I like to be in control.
I cant say anything without hurting others.
I bitch about you behind your back.
I hate my life at the moment.
Dont try and save me, cause Ive drowned.

I have changed for the worse,
and I just cant do anything about it....

It hurts to know I really am so bad.

Have you ever thought that it might have been you instead of me.

Ive said it!

Im weak, and I will not fight.
Im human too, and there is only so much critics I can take, and then I explode...

10 comments:

Anonymous said...

to truth we salute renewing.

and

strength comes at the weakest.

God bless.

Shankar said...

I hope the voice speaking is not meant to be you, but if it is, I hope you're, at the least, somewhat well.

nothing no one can say may soothe a heart broken, and though none holds the right to break a heart, if it has to be thus broken, I hope it is someday atoned for.

Anonymous said...

if only u could be more stronger!!

keShia* said...

hugs*

Anonymous said...

more stronger? sorry couldn't resist

Gabriel said...

hey you... anything call aight... I'm a not too bad listener

Motivational quote of the day:
When you have come to the edge Of all light that you know And are about to drop off into the darkness Of the unknown, Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or You will be taught to fly

- Patrick Overton

Anonymous said...

whtever it is dont worry k..maybe u should just think back and decide properly ..i believe if ur luv is strong u could overcome anything..anywei ..pray all will be fine

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D said...

In times of sadness, a shoulder to cry on is appreciated.
I wish i could say the right words to mend your heart. I understand the pain cause its one that im familiar with. PC, i know this happened sometime ago, and you dont think about it anymore, but i just wish i could have been there at the time. You'd be suprised how much an understanding hug from a random stranger can help.
p/s; PC - Purple Cat. ;)