The emotional hang over
Friday night:
Good Show.
Hard Drinks.
Instant Headache....
To many things on my mind.
I keep thinking of how much you love me,
and its just killing me.
I dont think you go all out for me as you used to.
Is it because of change?
Have I changed?
I still send you emails, write you letters, send you smiles, hugs and kisses.
I sms you every other time I can.
I write about you, for you all the time.
I still buy roses everyday to put in that vase you got me, eventhough Im broke.
I argue with you, because I miss you and I love you.
Have you forgotten how much I love you?
Did I do something to make you turn away?
Why cant I see the guy I used to know?
Was it that you did too much for me?
That it hurt your household and lost yourself?
Maybe I just dont deserve your love...
But I miss you and I love you
and I am still here waiting for you to run back into my arms.
Saturday morning:
Hang Over.
Sunday, September 10, 2006
Friday, August 18, 2006
Happiness as a word
Happiness as a word
Yes, the purple cat went silent for a while now. She has been laying low, and was little down, but she is much better now.
I am now working at Coffee Bean Sri Hartamas as a barister, and work has been good. I really enjoy the company of my team members, and random regular customer chats which only last for about 3-5 minutes, but nonetheless, its nice. Guess, Its just in my nature. I love socialising. I love working with people. The Food and Beverage line (FNB) is a very interesting line to work in especially since I am studying nothing closely related to it, law. However, with a few customer complaints and office politics that did occur, I realised that the field I am in, law, could perhaps be used in the FNB line,for the better benefit of the company. Maybe in the future, I would consider owning an outlet of my own, as well as taking care of the legal aspects involved in it. It be fun, since I really enjoy my job.
Anyways, I thought I'd blog you'll a question posted by one of our regular customers today, which was, what is the meaning of the word happiness?
It seems like a rather easy word to not know the exact meaning. However, although there is a dictionary meaning to the word, I believe that happiness is a perspective and that it would differ from one person to the other. It was nice hearing my team members say what happiness meant to them. For some strange reason, sharing opinions of this word really made us all feel the word.
So here I am posting this question to youll. Share with us, what happiness means to you?
and ill tell you mine, in the next post...
till then..
Yes, the purple cat went silent for a while now. She has been laying low, and was little down, but she is much better now.
I am now working at Coffee Bean Sri Hartamas as a barister, and work has been good. I really enjoy the company of my team members, and random regular customer chats which only last for about 3-5 minutes, but nonetheless, its nice. Guess, Its just in my nature. I love socialising. I love working with people. The Food and Beverage line (FNB) is a very interesting line to work in especially since I am studying nothing closely related to it, law. However, with a few customer complaints and office politics that did occur, I realised that the field I am in, law, could perhaps be used in the FNB line,for the better benefit of the company. Maybe in the future, I would consider owning an outlet of my own, as well as taking care of the legal aspects involved in it. It be fun, since I really enjoy my job.
Anyways, I thought I'd blog you'll a question posted by one of our regular customers today, which was, what is the meaning of the word happiness?
It seems like a rather easy word to not know the exact meaning. However, although there is a dictionary meaning to the word, I believe that happiness is a perspective and that it would differ from one person to the other. It was nice hearing my team members say what happiness meant to them. For some strange reason, sharing opinions of this word really made us all feel the word.
So here I am posting this question to youll. Share with us, what happiness means to you?
and ill tell you mine, in the next post...
till then..
Saturday, July 29, 2006
The truth hurts
The truth hurts
To you who wanted to hear me say this
I have changed for the worse.
I cant do anything right anymore.
Im paranoid.
Im insecure.
Im useless and worthless.
Im selfish.
Im horrible.
Im impatient.
I like to be in control.
I cant say anything without hurting others.
I bitch about you behind your back.
I hate my life at the moment.
Dont try and save me, cause Ive drowned.
I have changed for the worse,
and I just cant do anything about it....
It hurts to know I really am so bad.
Have you ever thought that it might have been you instead of me.
Ive said it!
Im weak, and I will not fight.
Im human too, and there is only so much critics I can take, and then I explode...
To you who wanted to hear me say this
I have changed for the worse.
I cant do anything right anymore.
Im paranoid.
Im insecure.
Im useless and worthless.
Im selfish.
Im horrible.
Im impatient.
I like to be in control.
I cant say anything without hurting others.
I bitch about you behind your back.
I hate my life at the moment.
Dont try and save me, cause Ive drowned.
I have changed for the worse,
and I just cant do anything about it....
It hurts to know I really am so bad.
Have you ever thought that it might have been you instead of me.
Ive said it!
Im weak, and I will not fight.
Im human too, and there is only so much critics I can take, and then I explode...
Sunday, July 16, 2006
Risk
Risk
My life is in your hands
Whatever you do, I trust you
So take me with you
and do not worry, for with you I will be safe
Take me to the moon and back
Lets float away from gravity
Take me to the deep end of the ocean
Lets dive to the lowest point
For once, take it,
Just take the risk,
take me,
and I will come...
My life is in your hands
Whatever you do, I trust you
So take me with you
and do not worry, for with you I will be safe
Take me to the moon and back
Lets float away from gravity
Take me to the deep end of the ocean
Lets dive to the lowest point
For once, take it,
Just take the risk,
take me,
and I will come...
Saturday, July 15, 2006
Silent Whispers of the Wind
Silent Whispers of the Wind
The silent whisper of the wind clouds the night
with voices of the past
Reminding me of the night of passion,
the night of romance, and of pleasure...
Red is the colour of the sky at dusk
warm lenghts of brightness
then slowly changing its skin to a softer tone
So we feel like we are on esctacy
and then slowly dying with sheer pleasure
again and again until the night is over.
We hear just silent whispers of the wind,
and the rest is left to two.
The silent whisper of the wind clouds the night
with voices of the past
Reminding me of the night of passion,
the night of romance, and of pleasure...
Red is the colour of the sky at dusk
warm lenghts of brightness
then slowly changing its skin to a softer tone
So we feel like we are on esctacy
and then slowly dying with sheer pleasure
again and again until the night is over.
We hear just silent whispers of the wind,
and the rest is left to two.
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Ladybird Award
Ladybird Award
About a month ago, I had a competition on my blog for a ladybird award. The title of the blog post was 'If all ladybrids were females, then how do they have babies?'. First and foremost I apologise for the delay of the results. I had to sort a few issues with the owner of the ladybird image and the judges who took ages to get back to me with the results.
A big thank you to the 'LB man' for letting me host his ladybird image as an award and to sandman, chitts, firelady, matthias, and riskydriver, thank you so much for taking your time to judge this competition.
So for the moment we all been waiting for.
The winner of the lady bird award goes to....
*drumroll*
Michael Lancelot Rodrigues
with his idea as to how ladybrids have babies
'lolz... herm.. there is a ladybug stork.. who delivers little baby ladybugs to ladybug parents...'
The lady bird award is hosted on my blog and placed right hand task bar with Michael's name on it. It will remain there till another award is won on my blog.
To all the other contestants, thank you so much for participating. All your entries had a little wit in it, and that puts a smile on my face. However there can only be one winner, and here the judges voted that Michael gets the award. Dont worry, there will be loads of competitions on my blog in the future, dont give up, you might win it next time.
Love yall bloggers. Thanks for your continuing visits to my blog.
Peace out.
About a month ago, I had a competition on my blog for a ladybird award. The title of the blog post was 'If all ladybrids were females, then how do they have babies?'. First and foremost I apologise for the delay of the results. I had to sort a few issues with the owner of the ladybird image and the judges who took ages to get back to me with the results.
A big thank you to the 'LB man' for letting me host his ladybird image as an award and to sandman, chitts, firelady, matthias, and riskydriver, thank you so much for taking your time to judge this competition.
So for the moment we all been waiting for.
The winner of the lady bird award goes to....
*drumroll*
Michael Lancelot Rodrigues
with his idea as to how ladybrids have babies
'lolz... herm.. there is a ladybug stork.. who delivers little baby ladybugs to ladybug parents...'
The lady bird award is hosted on my blog and placed right hand task bar with Michael's name on it. It will remain there till another award is won on my blog.
To all the other contestants, thank you so much for participating. All your entries had a little wit in it, and that puts a smile on my face. However there can only be one winner, and here the judges voted that Michael gets the award. Dont worry, there will be loads of competitions on my blog in the future, dont give up, you might win it next time.
Love yall bloggers. Thanks for your continuing visits to my blog.
Peace out.
Monday, July 10, 2006
Space
Space
It is funny how we all revolve around space, time for ourselves, shutting the whole world out just for self content. I hate this word SPACE... I guess to me, when someone is given space, most of time they take advantage on it, in a selfish sense only worrying about him/herself, while taking advantage on it, may sit and hurt others who love you, and have sacrificed everything for you.
Space allows people to think about what they have done, but how many people really do this? Space lets us a person learn to appreciate what they are missing, but at the same time, they learn what they are not missing. Space is just a lie. A lie to get out of a mess you put yourself in, whether it is a physical or mental. Most of the time, its because you are bored, and you need to take a look at another aspect which you can find a wee bit more interesting about a person.
Space is for lonely people. If you are open, you will agree with me, that space is just delayed truth. If there isnt anything to hide, then why do you need space? If you want to look at the bigger picture, then step back. Have you ever realised why the key to that thing to separate words is called SPACE bar? That key deletes the physical and mental connection between the two words. The sentence sounds good, but most of the time one or the other word can be replaced with another word. So in other words, space is like fishing in the sea. Seeing if there is someone out there more compatible for you.
If my theory above is right, then people shouldnt fill others with lies like they love them so much that they will never let them go, they will never do anything to hurt you, and never lie to you, then after saying that go behind your back to what they call SPACE or a time out. To me, that itself is a lie. Space divides people. If you are in a relationship and you are unhappy, then break up, space will not help it, it just makes things worse most of the time. If you want to take this a step further, SPACE and BREAK UP really is the same thing. Fishing in the sea, moving on!
I am for a relationship without Space, if you agree with me then live it and be happy.
Forget about love, if you are lying. Keeping the truth away is the absense of truth. The absense of truth is lie.
To fall in love, I believe in truth from the introduction itself.
"There are no intentions here, so relax and explore your hearts content. Have no expectations coz when a person with no intentions meets a person with no expectations, the introduction couldnt be more honest and pure." - Saira Mohan
After that, build your relationship upon that, HONESTY. Speaking from being in a relationship for 2 and a half years. That is the thing that will keep you strong.
p/s: all this is just my opinion, so you dont have to agree with it.
It is funny how we all revolve around space, time for ourselves, shutting the whole world out just for self content. I hate this word SPACE... I guess to me, when someone is given space, most of time they take advantage on it, in a selfish sense only worrying about him/herself, while taking advantage on it, may sit and hurt others who love you, and have sacrificed everything for you.
Space allows people to think about what they have done, but how many people really do this? Space lets us a person learn to appreciate what they are missing, but at the same time, they learn what they are not missing. Space is just a lie. A lie to get out of a mess you put yourself in, whether it is a physical or mental. Most of the time, its because you are bored, and you need to take a look at another aspect which you can find a wee bit more interesting about a person.
Space is for lonely people. If you are open, you will agree with me, that space is just delayed truth. If there isnt anything to hide, then why do you need space? If you want to look at the bigger picture, then step back. Have you ever realised why the key to that thing to separate words is called SPACE bar? That key deletes the physical and mental connection between the two words. The sentence sounds good, but most of the time one or the other word can be replaced with another word. So in other words, space is like fishing in the sea. Seeing if there is someone out there more compatible for you.
If my theory above is right, then people shouldnt fill others with lies like they love them so much that they will never let them go, they will never do anything to hurt you, and never lie to you, then after saying that go behind your back to what they call SPACE or a time out. To me, that itself is a lie. Space divides people. If you are in a relationship and you are unhappy, then break up, space will not help it, it just makes things worse most of the time. If you want to take this a step further, SPACE and BREAK UP really is the same thing. Fishing in the sea, moving on!
I am for a relationship without Space, if you agree with me then live it and be happy.
Forget about love, if you are lying. Keeping the truth away is the absense of truth. The absense of truth is lie.
To fall in love, I believe in truth from the introduction itself.
"There are no intentions here, so relax and explore your hearts content. Have no expectations coz when a person with no intentions meets a person with no expectations, the introduction couldnt be more honest and pure." - Saira Mohan
After that, build your relationship upon that, HONESTY. Speaking from being in a relationship for 2 and a half years. That is the thing that will keep you strong.
p/s: all this is just my opinion, so you dont have to agree with it.
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